hurt me

I lay in bed each morning fearing to wake up because i know when i get up and see you i wil go through the same thing i go through every other day. I have gotten use to feeling your fist on my skin hitting me when i do the wrong thigs but how can i do so much wrong? Do i deserve to be treated like this i ask you and for asking that i get hit more why? why do u hit me for no reason is there something wrong with me did i cause you to want to take all your anger out on me? no. i let you thats what it is… i let you do this to me. people ask why don’t i stop you my answeer is because i cant stop you and i dont really want to. i let you hit me so that you dont hurt yourself, instead of letting u hurt urself i let u hurt me thats what u mean to me! why cant u love me for that?!