I am she who weeps
night after night
all alone in my head
wishing i was dead
I am she who cuts deep
slicing my pale skin wide
memories hitting me
like an angry tide
i am she who hates
all that have wronged me
makeing me cry
how i wish they would die
i am she who screams
but no one hears
yelling my anger
streaming with tears
i am she who onced loved
now i feel nothing at all
no love or lust
all alone in the dark
covered with dust
i am she who wants life
no more hate
just happiness
no more strife
i am she who crys
wanting answers
needing clues
why am i here
to pay what dues!
i am she who will live
proud and strong
full of love
a life to live long
i am she who smiles
full of sunshine and light
but scared
and squirming in fright