do people think its some sort of insult to call us ‘goth’, seriously i hear it every fuckin day. its not like i didnt notice that when i woke up this morning. i guess ignorance is bliss, but how stupid can they be.
im sorry if they are intimidated by the fact that i act more like the perosn i really am than any of them. and i love how blind everyone is. for some reason i still cant seem to figure out people think im content with life. i hate life, and everyone in it. i think life is pointless and i really dont know why any of us are here to live our misserable little existances. i cut myself, i have multiple scars and people think im not depressed. everything i write is about death and pain and being alone. i constantly cry, but all those idiots out there think its some kind of act to get attention, i dont need attention. if i wanted it i would make a specticle of myself, i really do hate people and myself for that matter. all i ask is for people to get their heads out of their asses and see the big picture. the world is a horrible place and people are horribel. there is no greater purpose or reason to be here, we live and die, just have as mcuh fun as you can before you die.
i guess that all for now, if i dont stop ill keep writing for hours.