I hate you more than myself

Already done my destiny is, it will happen later though i cannot stand it anymore
Life, what do I want it for? There’s only passing with no purpose in me but fucking minds by its deathly way since eternal knownledge, no reason for coursing, just get on the ride to the endless search for meaning to the eyes, air to the lungs, justify my smile… I’ll eat myself harder, this is my last minute
Shut up once for a while so I hear me again remiding I can never be home again, I will die tonight