I hate

I hate,you when you say your going to stop drinking but you never do.

I hate,you when you say everything will be all right when it isn’t.

I hate,you when you hurt me with words and never take them back.

I hate,you when you leave me alone making me feel like I’m a no body.

I hate, you when you told me that my mothers dealth was going to pass over.

I hate you dad I all ways have I hope you fucken die or choke but you know I still love you no matter what you do I take and take and take and others ( like friends) complain none stop about the wrong things I do. What am I suppose to be ‘ Perfect ‘ ? I know I don’t fit into the cadagory so don’t start to push me in things and tell me that I do everything that you hate. I’m sorry that I do everything you don’t like. But hey I’m me and you are you and you don’t see me when I cry or when I’m pained damn I’m so lost and so confused.

This is my first time to do this so please commment or something. Bye ~Krise~