I just want to be HAPPY

I dont know if i can handle it
I dont know if i can make it
All i want to do
Is sleep forever

I’ve always wanted to be happy…
I’ve tried to be happy,
But i always end up sad
One person i thought i could trust
Stabbed me in the back
I guess it was nothing but lust
So I’ll sit up in my room
All alone
Music blaring
To hide the tears of rejection
And the screams of pain
I might even bring out my old friend
The peice of glass
The peice of glass that has made me bleed many times before
The only thing i KNOW i can rely on
To make me happy

By SuicidalBlonde

I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I just want to crawl under the blanket and wish the world away