I Live On

The days pass as I live on.
Not wanting to be here anymore.
Why was I born?
All I want to do is die.

No one understands the way I feel.
All they do is try to cheer me up.
I’m a very good actor.
I’ll just pretend that I’m happy for your sake.
That seems to be the only thing I can do,
So that you don’t worry about me.
The one who understands,
Doesn’t live near me.
All I can do is sit here and wait for something to happen.
I can sit here and scratch myself,
But not press down hard enough.
Why did that car not hit me?
That’s the night I should have died.
Why did he save me?
I guess I’ll never understand.
Fine,
I’ll just sit here and wait.
Wait until I have the day I die.
When will that come though?
I guess I’ll have to wait
And watch the days pass as I live on.

~Chikara~

I got the inspiration from my friend… nice way huh?

By Chikara

I am somewhat of a morbid person. I like to read about vampires and things like that. Currently I am Wiccan, and I am dedicated to it. If anyone ever wants to talk.. I'm usually around, and willing to talk and whatever.