i remember it so clearly
you never forget your first time
i never will
thanks a lot.
i remember it so clearly
lying cold in my bed
you opened the door
slid between my sheets
i remember it so clearly
your rough hands touching me
touching where you had no right
your body, pushed against me
i remember it so clearly
that surge, that pain pushing into me
your body, pushed against my back
entering me from behind
i remember it so clearly
unnatural penetration
you were unnatural, this was unreal
you tore me apart, both physically and mentally
i remember it so clearly
lying between my sodden sheets
bloodstains on my memory
oblivious to the world
i remember it so clearly
you raped me
you violated me, how could you
daddy, you raped your son
i remember it so clearly
you destroyed me
you stole what i had left of childhood
you said you loved me, and that hurt