Ignorance

Notes

she gets the call and writes the note
it falls into a crack as she leaves
never to be remembered
just like me

my note is on my arm
but it has no words
only scars, gashes and blood

the final note has only letters R, I, and P
its weathered and worn on a slab of gray stone
no one came to see

Depression

is this a dream
i’d pinch myself
but i cant feel
my body is cold
my mind is numb
is anything real

time and time again
my rock has been destroyed
the rug pulled from my feet
ive fallen into a black hole
a never ending darkness

a claim of hope
a feeling of despair
i look for the light
but its never there

time and time again
my rock has been destroyed
the rug pulled from my feet
ive fallen into a black hole
a never ending darkness

this cant be a dream
because i’ve lost all hope
but what else can it be
how can i exist in nothingness

History

long live the lives
we’ve forgotten
the kings of death and pain
love is gone
where once was love
all thats left is hate
no one knows what you’ve been through
nobody understands
this is life
youre on your own
no one to give you a hand
you’re dead and gone
the pain is all thats left
nothing can save you now
trust is suicide
there isnt a survival guide
you have been abandoned

By Draven_Morel

ive been through sum rough shit but not as bad as a lot of ppl. i tried suicide wen i was 8 or 9. i ended up bein restrained wit ductape by my abusive "father" he was a control freak. my mom was always cryin cuz of him. i was literally insane wen i was litle. i was violent and attaked my parents and lil sis cuz i wanted sum1 to understand the chaos and darkness in my mind. all i got was a shitload of shrinks, diagnoseses, medicine, mental hospitals. i don have any close friends cuz ppl think im insane enough witout tellin them bout my darker side. my mom hates me and only likes the fake mask i sumtimes wear for her. she hates the only thins i like bout myself and calls me an embarresment. my lil sis does the same. i cut myself and hace a shitload of scars. i hate the sun. im really sensative and my doc said i shuld wear sunglasses wen i go outside so i don go outside plus my skin burns in 20 mins. im insanely pale. i guess thats all you need to know bout me.