I’m Going to Get Through It

Sitting here alone
Trying to sort out this mess of feelings
The mess I got myself into
I wish I could tell you how I feel

But its not that big of a deal
I’m the one who pushed you away
When you acted as if you wanted to stay
When you left
I never wanted you to go
But now you love her with all of your heart
I guess I’ll just sit here with the hurt
I don’t want you to leave me
Thats just the way it goes
You are perfect as far as I can see
I know we were meant to be
I’m going to get over you
It’s the only thing left for me to do
So I’ll sit here with the pictures in my hand
Trying to tell my heart to mend

By SuicidalBlonde

I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I just want to crawl under the blanket and wish the world away