I’m so fucking tired of caring
of always being hurt
everyday falling
all I see is dirt
I’m so fucking tired of these feelings
they always fuck me up inside
all I need is a place
where I can go and hide
never show my ugly face
I’ll live in this solitude
writting these lyrics
to let you know how much I love you
I’m so fucking tired of this iddle hope
questions linghering in my head
” Has she ever loved me ?
Does she still think about me ?
Do I still have a chance ?
What the hell is going to happend next time we dance ?
Why am-I feeling this shit ?
Why the fuck am-I so scared of it ? ”
I’m so fucking tired of this pain
My heart is too weak
so why doesn’t the blade restrain
mutilation of my soul
I have already lost this game
I’m so fucking tired
I fought too far
taking all this shit in
until I could not hit anymore
I couldn’t eveen breathe
coaughing all of my blood
spittinig the last of all my love
maybe I should thatke a rest
not to say just fuck the rest
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this is truly how I feel, I really like this poem, I hope you did to