In Memory of Meagan

I miss you Meagan, your laugh, your smile, your touch…and the way you would always tell me How much you cared. Im so very sorry that you had to go through all that pain that you did. I cant sleep, Meagan. I miss you, I cant bring myself to beleive that you are…Gone. Thats it, your only gone. Your not dead. I wish I could have went with you that night! Do you think you can ask if you can invite a friend? I want to be with you so bad, I cant bear to hear the truth. You lived your life to the fullest, but why wasnt I the one to go? I wish I could have took your place. Just so you wouldnt feel any pain, so you wouldnt have to leave this world. Then when I was gone, I would come down to take your tears away. Its hard to face the fact that, you wont be here…to call me after you get out of school, or to tell me to pick you up, that you were bored. You wont be here for me to take you shopping, or to the movies. I wont be able to watch you go down the isle, like I promised you I would. I never dreamed that I would go through so much pain as to watch you die right in front of my eyes. I cant take that Meagan. I havent let you go, and never will. Your in my heart and soul forever. But what I want you to know…is that one day. I will be there with you, and I will hold you so very tight and never let go. But for now I guess I have to. I will never forget you meagan. Tell Anthony, Jackie, And Ryan I said hey for me ok? Something keeps running through my head Meagan…I hope you heard…Those last final words…. “I Love You and Goodbye”
In Memory of Meagan Bunn- 1990-2003