It courses through my viens more freely than my own blood.
This anger is insane, it eats away at me, from my insides out.
I hate what its doing to me, I hate how its rotting my mind, how its hardening my heart and killing my soul.
When I think of things I start to shake
I turn cold
MY muscles tense
My heart starts to pound and race
I cleanch my fists and my teeth
Wishing…
Wishing I could beat the hell outta the cause of this insane anger
I know at first I would feel better
I would feel as though I have won
I know I would smile that crazy little smile I sometimes get
But eventually I woulld feel the guilt
not because it wasnt deserved
but because I know it would be wrong
How could something deserved be so wrong?
Its just insane thats why
This insanity brings me to my insane anger
I will get my revenge
You will pay your price
I will be happy
And this oh so insane anger will disapate…finally