Controling my movements every last one
controling everything until its all been done
pushing the limit , bending the rules
standing back looking at all the fools
falling behind, cant understand why
no other feelings except the feeling to cry
giving up on what was never started before
going out through a never entered door
getting stopped before you ever pushed play
having night before there was day
you switch everything and make it all wrong
you extend short into long
you turn the inside out and the outside in
with you one can simply not win
i dont understand and i may never
thought i wanted to be with you forever
wish i didnt have to look at you
didnt have the courage to follow through
must live with these marks i cant deny
these ones that im not able to hide
you made my childish smile a frown
you turned my world upside down
you were using me you knew it all along
i thought i loved you i was wrong