insomnia over you

help me I cant sleep.
Help me allIi can do is weap.
for a love thats been lost and a loss that was once love I miss forevermore my heart, my soul. still he’s there but he’s not the same. Somehow I see him yet I do not know his name. nothing about him remains the same since that dreadfull day. He looked so sweet, so nice, so neat. The kind of man you could bring home to mom. Too bad mom wouldnt see how he really treated me. When his friends are around its like he wears the crown and everything is about him. When were alone, its me on the throne having him begg at my feet. And now that he had some chick answer his phone, while I sat at home alone all I want to do is weep. For I know he will corrupt her too, its the only thing he knows how to do but why wont he do it to me anymore? I hate him but in that hate I know theres love that I cannot let go of. so I will fly and look into his eyes and take the knife to his skin. I will watch him bleed, make him bleed deep, bleed for me. He cannot hurt anyone, he cannot love anyone, he cannot have anyone but me.

By Harmony Star

im a 19/f/california. i love music. life sucks. but then again, who doesnt think that?