Now that I’m about to reach the end
I realize what I could have been
The opposite of my aching reality.
Now that I know who and what I am
A beaten body, an empty soul
And a heart pierced by irony.
struggling with my own self
fighting the fight I can never win
and losing what I thought I already won.
changing my reality is out of reach
bitter memories the years till now
a waste of time the years to come.
tragedy is what its all about
my mind is clear
my eyes are open
I welcome death with a smile
My ironic fight is over.
I look around
Love is hiding, empathy is a ghost
Hatred is what I see.
Who knew this is what it will come to?
Nothing is right, all is flawed
My time is up, but no one is there for me.
Is life worth dying for?
Or is it just not worth living?
never knew that life could be so cheap.
so I’ll make my final escape
one more gift and I’ll be on my way
my end is the only promise I can keep.
tragedy is what its all about
my mind is clear
my eyes are open
I welcome death with a smile
My ironic fight is over.
HexenBlack