I’m sitting here, just writing you this letter,
Hopeing that soon you’ll be feeling much better.
Time goes by so slowly without you,
I can’t wait until the day I’ll never be without you.
Things have changed and are a little different now,
But you’ll see that I’ll forever be the same anyhow.
You’re always telling me about this girl,
What happened to the player I knew always looking for a thrill?
I guess I’ll see what you’re all about,
Because I’ll be standing there when you get out.
The only one you can trust, the only one whose chill,
I’ll have your back, and you know I will.
Pain that cuts like a knife,
I’m trying to cope every day and night.
You’re my big brother I’ll love you forever,
But you’ve got to do what you know is clever.
Start thinking about something other than yourself, start thinking about your crew.
Even though you’re so far away,
I’ll be forever here to stay.
Can you see that you and me, we’re a pair,
Our friendship was never supposed to tear.
Missing you with all that’s in me,
I try not to think of your face as I start to bleed.
Handmade noose swing from the ceiling,
I love you too much to let you know what I’m thinking.
Hushed silence as we enter the room,
We’re a strange duce me and you.
Drugs, drinking, that’s our way of partying,
Getting laid, having hangovers, another one of our get-togethers.
We can’t show the way we feel,
It’s all politics we have reps with which to deal.
Never been alone to talk,
You and I must walk the walk, and talk the talk.
Always their to back up our own,
But never not their to lend a hand or a phone.
Through different life-styles,
We’ve never left one another out in the cold or in police files.
Although very different to the untrained eye,
No one could care about another as much as you and I.
I may be into puck rock,
And you would rather fuck,
Crazy car rides, crazy parties, crazy hangovers,
These without you are not the same as when we were together.
To lose you brother,
Would be to lose another piece of my ever-shrinking sanity.
And that would only land me in the asylum, quite frankly.
You and this girl are pretty serious,
Maybe that’s way lately I’ve been delirous.
I feel liked I’ve been fazed out,
Almost as if i’ve been forgotten about.
Its cool, its okay, you can take care of yourself,
Besides you have someone else to take care of now.
When I’m gone don’t feel gray,
Because, finally, I’m out of the way.
I just want to say in advance,
Thank you so very much for the passing glance.
You’ve showed me the good times and the bad,
So remember me with a smile and be glad.
Tell your girl to leave me dandylions,
I always thought they’d help me find my way to Zion.
With their yellow petals,
Like the different psycie levles.
I sacrificed myself for yours her hers happiness.
Please don’t take my efforts in vain,
I really did this for your personal gain.
Who was there when you need someone?
who was there when you were released, Hun?
I was, so to repay the favor,
Respect what I have done, And look back upon the memories to savor them.
The love possessed by the two of you,
Is stronger than yours and mine friendship.
Understand? Please say you do.
If you don’t its too late now,
By the time you finish reading this, my light will have gone out.
The others will find be come morning, Take this Take this time to start your mourning.
Although you may be thinking of joining me,
You have people to think of, especially your girl.
Make wise decisions, for I am not there to sway your motives.
But always remember your little sister,
Do not feel spite, hate or contempt towards me, I did it all for you, brother.
I’m sitting here, just writing you this letter,
Hopeing that soon you’ll be feeling much better.
Time goes by so slowly without you,
I can’t wait until the day I’ll never be without you.
Things have changed and are a little different…