Judgment

I have always known who I am. I’m a me. Now that I’ve left the only place I knew how to be me I fill out of place. I just moved from the area I lived in for 14 years of my life to a place 365 miles away.

Here people are aways happy and didn’t expect someone to walk intoschool with a funeral dress on. People stop as stare a me now. I fill like some sideshow monster. Kids spread rumors that I worship the devil and that hurt’s (I have santanic friends so I’m not perjudice). The people here has wanted to set judgement before knowing the crime. I refuse to change so people can live life they chose. What about me? I have been pushed into two diffrent asyslums since being back here because of them, and once for a false statement for which now I’m out of school due to. People wanted to balme me for some kid who started listening to Marilyn Manson and a cheerleadr that was cuaght doing pot. They relizied to late the world around them wasn’t perfect and unfortionaly thay woke up when they saw that there life outside of sports and dreams.
I have a few questions to ask the goths of the nation: Should students be baned because they finally come out and say that they are a witch or saintist? Or sent to asylums for wearing Black? Or suspended form school for having a pirced chin? Is it me or is society realy FUCKED UP?
Sorry for such a boring staement but I just needed to release.

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By bitnergoth

I'm a Philly native now (unfortonialy) in good old Uniontown, P.A. A.k.A. Hickviles. I love opiuiom, and good old marajunia. And my second love after them is probaley hard core sex. I've been a goth all my life, a tradion passed on by both my parents. I

2 comments

  1. Society is fucked up. And theve done it to themselves.The general attitude of our society is, if its different, if you dont understand it, IT MUST BE BAAD!! Keep your head up and be yourself. If you dont, they win.

  2. Do what you feel is right, but don’t try to aggravate the situation (advice I should heed as well….). Yes people are frightend by things that are different then themselves, it’s dumb I know. Just just be yourself…. don’t get fed up and try to freak them out. All that will do is justifiy (in their own minds) why they’re scared. And if worse comes to worse, just remind yourself that they’re just jealous ’cause you look better in black then they do….;)

    everything is rent

    Vassago

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