Just a Notch in Anothers Belt

After everything he has been through, it’s amazing that he can trust anyone after her. “The Jew” as he now calls her. She only wanted him for one thing. She used him over and over. She cheated on him more times then you can imagine.

He was obsessed with “The Jew”, he couldn’t leave her alone. He loved her, or maybe it was lust. Who’s to say? He was always looking for someone new. Another freak he would say; someone like him only different. Only every time he found someone, she would come running back. She drove him insane, he started hearing voices in his head. They told him to do things. I remember when he was with Brandon and they were smoking pot in that house. A voice told him to burn it down. He listened and before you know it they are running from the cops. He did drugs, smoked crack, dropped acid, hoping to somehow get his mind off of her. Only it never lasted very long. His best friend was Fred, I remember because I met him at the dance that night. I spent the whole night with the two of them. Talking about past relationships and all the shit that had gone wrong in our lives. He told us all about Stacy and everything she had done to him. He told us how much he cared for her but he needed someone new. To make something clear to you, Jonah was extremely racist. In other words, he hates anyone who isn’t white or who is a Jew. Only stating this because you should probably understand why he calls her “The Jew”. I really liked him and I had liked him since 5th grade. The only problem is I was to shy to tell him. So instead of him hooking up with me, he hooked up with Ashley Eden, who by the way, was dating Nathan, Jonah’s cousin. I guess that’s what I get for actually caring what people think. I didn’t leave the dance empty handed however, I started dating Fred. Anyway, as the weekend proceeded to continue, Stacy started with her tricks and games on a voyage to steal him away from Ashley. As usual, Jonah welcomed her with open arms and she fucked with his head even more. He was so Oblivious. Very stupid and naive. Anyway, after Jonah burned down the house that night, he beat the shit out of Brandon’s step-father (with the help of Brandon). Tommy (step-father) called the cops on them but Jonah wouldn’t let Brandon take the fall. He has never been a narc. The hauled him off to rehab and he was there for a year and a half before he finally came back to WHS. I wasn’t even aware of the fact that he was back until about two weeks later when I met up with him at Smashley’s house one Saturday. We were all going to see A House Of A Thousand Corpses, Corey, James, Smashley, Jonah and I. While we were sitting in the movie, one thing led to another and Jonah and I started to kiss. Only being interrupted by Corey screaming “Snozzy I can hear your thoughts!” When the movie was over we took Jonah home and Ashley and I went back to her house. Two days after Jonah and I started dating he called me and told me he had a fiancée and a kid. He broke up with me, however, 20 minutes later he told me he made a mistake and he wanted to be with me; he was willing to dump the other chick for me. The very next Friday Jonah came over to help my mum and I paint. After that we went to PuppyKats’s party and we were planning to do….some things at Frank’s house that night. But get this, my buddy Dave offered Jonah a joint and he picked a fight with him because he was trying to stay sober. I told him if he fought him it was over and than I walked back to PuppyKat’s house. So then he hit Dave and started smoking pot with him and doing drugs anyway. Later on Smashley and I walked over to Frank’s and I worked things out with Jonah. Not even three hours later I got a phone call, “Amber, it’s over, I’m sorry”. I knew it was so he could fuck Heather . Which was fine, at least he didn’t cheat on me. That night I was sitting in PuppyKat’s room with my ex-girlfriend laying on the bed and she told me that Jonah told Becky >Kitty’s mum< that girls are just another notch in his belt. I talked to him about it and all the things he was going through and I knew it was because of Stacy. She's a bitch, a cold-hearted slut. I knew what she did to him. I knew how it made him. In a way though, I'm glad that things didn't work between us, I mean, I'm glad I didn't fuck him. I don't want to be one of his trophy girls, another notch in his belt. He got what he deserved though. He got poison ivy and had the nerve to tell me how. He was fucking Heather in the woods. Someone asked me if I would ever go out with him again. I say no, you never know when one thing might lead to another and sex comes into play. After he's been with Heather, there's no way in hell I would EVER date him again.

By MorbidlyBeautifulSoul

OK, I'm not going to label myself but I'll tell you what "they" label me. According to the people who, of course, don't understand me, I'm goth, banger, freak, and a fashion reject. I love the darkness and cold weather but I never get it because I LIVE IN TEXAS.