Hey all. I’m just readingt all of the stuff that’s been posted lately. Seems like most people aren’t so sure of themselves anymore. But i don’t think any of you should sweat it, you’ll find yourselves in the end. I’ve gone through the whole, am i goth or a poser, bla, bla, bla. But i know who i am and i’m proud of it. I like being goth, i enjoy that people are either open enough to speak to me or give me wierd looks. I find those people to be pretty funny my self.
The way i’m thinking about it is, it’s summer everyone can just take some time, hide in a dark room, and think their own shit out. Sounds good to me at least. Most everyone gets confused in ‘finding themselves’, but no one should. I’ve found a group of friend this year, i ventured out and became social. I’ve found this was a bad idea. I no longer like these people and they’ve all become a bunch of drugies. They just anoy me and amaze me with their constant stupidity. This may sound mean, but believe me it you know these kids you’d see what i mean. But since it’s summer i can avoid them and find a new place. I’ve decided to work and hang out at my friend Zoie’s house and go to concerts. It’s been working so far. Everyone who’s confused just needs to take some time to just figure shit out, it may seem hopeless, but just think about it and you’ll be ok. I don’t know if this will make anyone think, hell i don’t even know if anyone will read it, but i’m just putting my two cents in. So have fun with your summers, don’t waste them moping and being bitter at those who annoy you.