i push my self..it doesnt matter..i see the wreck i have become … i feel the pain that has been inflicted upon me … i see how much of a pathetic whore i am …
i see that i dont deserve to live .. but as soon as i try to end it all some other pathetic selfish fuck comes and tries to ‘save’ me … oh no … she needs help ..its selfish to take your self away… um… do you know how much it hurts staying here .. no..but its selfish anyway..no its not … if we can feel enough pain and hurt to try and end this then its selfish to keep us here… no .. its not .. fuck off. .. damn fucking shrinks… try and solve our problems .. what happens if their not problems..theyre answers..and wat do those psyco fucks do? they go and replace them with problems … nice work….keep the whole world in suffering and pain…hurt as all .. corrupt the young … do you see why religions are loosing faith .. and why the ‘evil’ ones are gaining followers .. theyre fair .. they let you do what you want .. u can kill ur self if you want but only if it is what will bring you happiness…and now look at the world. .its dying..only because of what humans have done to it …theyve destroyed the only thing that actually owns us