i hate life altogether. my mum doesnt help, i hate her,she makes me feel worse.last year,about 4 months ago i started cutting.but then one time she noticed.she phoned my guidance teacher at school and after i’d told my guidance how i was feeling and not to tell my mum,she told her and i felt totally betrayed.
i cant trust anyone anymore.i completely trusted my ex then he dumped me,for some reason i still trust him and feel like i can tell him things but wont,what if i cant?hes asking me out again….im really dreading tomorrow,i have to see my guidance teacher and i still have marks after i carved hell into my arm 2 weeks ago.i feel depressed all the time and can’t take life anymore.i want to die.