killing time

alone in my thoughts
in darkness i hide
in this chaos of life
angel suicide

surrounded by all
but near not to one
i can’t let them in
i trust only none

i drive myself dead
just the voices an i
im tired of life
crimson’s a high

the voices, they tell me
everyone’s fake
their time is now up
their lives i now take

the end is so near
i’ll take every soul
there’s no turning back
their lives i now hold

it’s killing time now
how great it will feel
i’ll show them my pain
now surprisingly real

their terrified screams
thier blood comes undone
i’ll take every life
…leaving just one…

but the pain is still here
i’ve got to take mine
i’ll end my life now
and in ecstacy die