Why don’t you cry when you’ve seen what I see
Why aren’t you deaf? You just heard me sing
Your voice doesn’t break when you speak my name
You touched me, but you’re not dead.
It’s just one big fucking mystery to me.
You’re all the same. Just like me.
But we’re all different. Just like everyone else.
Why am I the one you hate. Why not…
But I was born. Just like you all.
But you feel it’s your duty to fill me. Make me whole.
You show me this facade of you inside, no mirrors.
And I laugh out loud.
So you thought of me. Can you still breathe?
And then you thought of me. Are you still there?
And the you thought of me. Can you still see?
And then you thought…nothing.
So I was made. Just like you all.
And it’s your life. No more wings. No more time.
Can you still fly. You fucking specimen.
And you show me what it is to be me.
And you tell me what you tell me I want to hear.
And you take me where I can still be…you
And I laugh out loud.
And I laugh out loud.
And I cry.