liberation

In the name of the Father, the Son & the Unholy Ghost
I tell you the story f my Ethereal
discomfort………………..My Liberation………..Back in time……….

Tell u the name of the game,
Close my eyes I go insane,
Open them & endure the pain;
‘Unmitigated pleasure becomes the bane’

Yet now Death is my escort
Yet now this isn’t my last resort

Do I reach u?
Do u hear me?

Recall the lines I used to cry,
‘one life,dedicate else drift n die’
but I had so many words to keep,
miseries to sustain b4 I sleep.

Do I reach u?
Do u hear me?

To man of all the things that are dear’
In death lies his immortal fear;
Death parts the duality,
Seeking aid from its immortality.

Realise,rub my eyes,clear the haze;
Shake my head,seek control & **** the daze
But……………..

Do I reach u ?
Do u hear me?

I used to walk on air,they used to call me superman;
I could not my oblivion,when I could just sit up &
plan.

Those crazy nights,those sleepless days’
Inside my head, my mind ablaze,
I writhe, lose life’s slipknot,
Step of futility,I take the shot.

Yet now death isn’t my escort
Yet now death is my last resort

Thrust 3 “ deep in flesh,
Like a steel chord through ½ “ mesh;
Efficacious fluid so light,
Emanating from my brain my surrealistic pride.

My vision seems blurred,Perspective’s distortion
incurred;
This delphic sate of thing, all incited by a sting.

This demeanor, this delusion;
I endeavor this diffusion.

To me of all the things that r dear,
In death lies my immortal fear;
Desire for life parts the duality,
But to seek helplessness from its mortality.

I realise.obstrepously rub my eyes,
Squirm,try & clear the purple haze,
Shake my head,fail to **** the daze

But……….
But I try to get a grip,
Yet I cripple;
But I try to exhale,
Yet I stifle

So I crawl beneath my shadow n cry
My mentors ways I sought to try.
‘that is not Dead which can eternal lie;
yet with strange aeons even Death may die’

I brandish my soul and wings to fly
Close my eyes n soar to the ‘hole in the sky’………………..

Do u reach me?
Do I hear u?

Adieu!!…………….

By Xeon

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