life?

i walk through the eternal shadow that is my life. Where there was light and happyness and hope, now lies darkness and despair. Why can’t people see this?

i walk through the eternal shadow that is my life. Where there was light and happyness and hope, now lies darkness and despair. Why can’t people see this? They look apon me and see an average person, but i could never be like them. I know the truth of what is to come. Why can’t I be just like them? Wraped up in my on lies and false dreams and think everything is good. But i dont worry anymore for i know that soon it will all be over. My life has come and shall leave in the blink of an eye. I will die and will be forever forgotten just as countless others. I know that im dying so i try to be happy as I once was, but the cold harsh realities of this world have cast me into the bleak conciousness that i reside. I pray to die and let it all end but at the same time it scares me…the thought of being no more to never again do the few thing that bring a flicker of happyness.