life is not my friend right now

the almighty “he” confuses the shit out of me, i don’t know if he wants me or would rather kill me. my best friend has serious problems that seem to somehow be my fault (if she’s tired or has pms).

all my other friends have various problems, half of them beg for help with their eyes, the others keep it all in. i for example keep it all in until i burst, like now. except this time no blood is involved and tears aren’t splashing against the keyboard. my gramma is an overbearing bitch who favors anything attached to a penis. my mother couldn’t care less if i have all f’s and am dieing or if i have all a’s and am the happiest person in the world, i know this to be a fact. people are stupid shits who ruin the good the world holds…ugh

just looking to get some shit out, thanks to those who read it! i

By tcg

u'know those headaches you get from headbanging & having music blasting? im the kinda person that likes 'em.

2 comments

  1. Don’t keep it all in, write it down, even just in a journal, it’s a great way to vent. Someone told me once to write down something I’m worried about and stick it in the freezer, so that the worry is frozen, or to burn it, so it’s gone. I’ve never actually done it, but some say it works. It’s a psychological thing. If you ever need to talk or vent or whatever, I’m here: frozen_music@hotmail.com

  2. I kind of know how you feel. I keep everything inside too. I don’t do it because I don’t have anyone to talk to, I’m sure someone would listen. I guess, I just don’t trust anyone enough. Most of it, I guess, is that I don’t want to have to rely on people. I want to stand on my own two feet.

    Keep writing.

    –CryingRain

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