I don´t know what has been going on lately… For each day that passes I feel more and more lonely. No-one seems to be like me, no-one seems to care… Even my friends… They don´t feel like friends anymore, they are more like acquaintances or something, people I hang out with since I have nothing better to do. Before, if I had something on my mind, I would talk to some friend about it. Now, I don´t even bother. I know what will happen. They will nod their heads, and then start talking about something else. It is interesting, really. To see how people who once were my best friends, that I told everything, now just seem like the average person… Sure, I can enjoy their company, it´s usually better than doing nothing at all, but I don´t feel that I need them anymore. And they don´t seem to need me.
It is funny in a way. Before I always wanted to have lots of friends… Now I have a lot (at least a lot of people I do things together with), and now I don´t care. I enjoy my own company the most. Sure, it´s fun to meet people and do things together… But anyway, it´s not vital anymore.