Poetic
5 months…
Since that awful night.
I’ll admit,
I loved you.
I don’t see why you used me like that.
You could’ve just told me to fuck off!!
Then I wouldn’t have gone through all the pain.
These scars on my arms and wrists,
They’re all there because of you.
My world turned black because of you.
Now that I’m finally happy and over you,
You start to play those fucking mind games with me.
Make them stop,
Make them stop.
I’m going fucking insane!!!!!!
You enjoy me losing my sanity don’t you bastard!
I sit curled up in the corner,
Trying to rock myself to a peaceful sleep.
But your face runs through my mind,
Teasing me,
Harassing me………….
Eating away at my soul.
Someday,
I will be set free