Bleeding heart
bloody hands
Tears of laughter tears of joy?
I dont know I’m so annoyed
Am I here
Or am I near?
I dont know I think I’m lost
Knife in right hand
rope in left hand
thinking what to do
Kill myself fast
Or let myself sufur
I want to die more than ever
so should I die hanging
Or should I die begging?
Lieing in my bed
and thought why dont I just shoot myself in the head
so as I lie
looking toward the sky
I realized that I have DIED
Is this the end?
Well let me begin…
Even if I find
who I really am inside
I still think that I will always be lost