you said you loved me
you said you hate me
but i know that feeling
you told them you were jealous
and you wanted me to be
it was the fuel to my fire
im getting over you
you came back and
wanted to be friends
i gave in, again as i always will
and i got hurt again
i love you
i hate you
and even through all the pain
youre still number one
im insane
i dont want to live w/o you
the thoughts go through my head
im sick of this life
i dont want to care anymore
i want to die
nothings worth living for
you see the pain in my eyes
along with everyone else
everyone tries to amke me happy
it never seems to work
so i put on my mask to hide the pain
you said you didnt want me in your life
and you didnt care
you said you didnt love me anymore
those are the hardest words to hear
i love you
i hate you
and even through all the pain
my felings stay the same
im insane
i dont wanna live w/o you
maybe its all over
my tears are fallen
no more will i feel
your consumed me
i am forsaken