Why is it that life seems so simple until love begins to grow? Then all you know changes and your life is turned around, for good or for bad. Sex and lust betray eachother in the moment of passion……and then you take a spiral fall into the darkness that surrounds your being. Pain grows as you learn to trust, trying not to feel the emotion coming on, but knowing its there, and real. Why can love be so hard yet so tender? When you need the one you lust after and they become the one you hate, for whatever reasons….love still remains inside and then you cry……..
Love…
By vampiress_Chantelle
In darkness I walk alone. I search for that which is of myne own. Pleasure I give, if thats what you so desire...In the night is where you can find me....
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Love does not play by Marquis of Queensbury rules.
ouch that’s a bit cold poo…
Yes, but it’s true. Go on. Give me evidence that it’s not.
I can offer hugs, or I can offer truth. I’m not a “people person;” I’m really not good at hugs.
Love is work. A relationship is work.
Love is hard, because the end result is worth it. If love were easy, then there would be no point in falling into it. And I’m talking about actual love. Not lust.
In order for love to truly work, both parties have to be involved. The pain you feel is necessary. When you love someone, you are putting your heart into their hands. It’s a trust thing. You have to trust that they aren’t going stomp it. That they won’t tear it to pieces in front of you.
It’s a scary prospect, but that is what makes love. It wouldn’t be a special as it is, if there is no risk involved.
The problem is, when the person you love hurts you, it doesn’t take away the love. You are angry, you are upset, but you still love the person. It doesn’t help that at the same time, you can’t understand why the person you love so much is hurting you. You want them to love you back. And it seems obvious that if they are hurting you that bad, that they don’t love you. That also hurts.
However, there really is a fine line between love and hate. Both are very strong emotions. Both emotions require you to be completely absorbed in the person you love/hate. Both emotions can totally consume you. So when you say you hate someone you love, not a whole lot has really changed.
You still love them, but you also ‘hate them with the fire of a thousand suns’.
~Kitashla
” there really is a fine line between love and hate…Both emotions require you to be completely absorbed in the person you love/hate. Both…totally consume you. So when you say you hate someone you love, not a whole lot has really changed.”
Odi et Amo. Excrucior.
This ambivalence I thought ended with adolescence. Now going on year numero cinco of marriage, I understand the almost dissociative nature of what it means to love someone. The highest of elations and the most gut-wrenching lows may have come and gone with first loves/infactuations/lusts, but the most rewarding of experiences and the most hollow of personal relationships have been part of marriage.
I love, and I hate. It hurts.
.:ShadowGod:.