March 10

everything was beautiful
everything was new
everything was normal
when i first met you

everything was beautiful
everything was new
everything was normal
when i first met you

everything was pleasant
everything was fun
i thought there was no more sorrow
my pain had just begun

i marred myself when i was angry
when i was upset or down
i mar myself when i was dying inside
i cry without any sound

i stopped my addiction
i stopped inflicting pain
i stopped everything i ever loved
all for your gain

i thought you really loved me
i thought you really cared
i thought you were sincere
i thought you’d always be there

you brought along a happiness
id never felt before
you brought along a plague
the pain i had and more

there was nothing i could do
my love was way too deep
i couldn’t bear to lose you
i thought this feeling i could keep

then one day it’s over
the day that you lied
that day i cried and i hurt
and i died on the inside

nothing is beautiful
not even you
there’s nothing i can say
nothing i can do

the day it all fell
and things that couldn’t have been
happened all at once
on march ten

( Let me remind you: stealing is a crime. Let’s save us both the hassel and yourself the humiliation, don’t steal. I take pride in the crappiest of my writings. )

By Dollie Stitches

I'm young, I'm immature, I'm stupid and I'm an aspiring writer. Then again, this is what this country is nowadays, is it not? I'm German, but I live in the US (Texas to be exact). I write a lot but I'm not that good, I like to sing and I like webdesign, I like to eat and most of all I like to sit on my ass and if you don't like it, I don't care because I look different from everyone else with my caked on eyeliner and snow white face but I look JUST THE SAME as over half of you and the thing is that I just don't care. So, call me gothic, call me punk, I'll call you a moron and tell you to shut the fuck up. All of us look the same, listen to the same music and write about the same things so why are we so different? We're not, you people who SAY we're different make us different and it's you people that MAKE ME SICK because we'd be just as normal as everyone else if we didn't fucking CARE. Every one of you who says they "don't care about labels" is lying to yourself in one way or another because we're all hypocrites and we're all stereotypical bastards. Welcome to America.