Me!

Life in me, is like living in hell. I hurt all the time and I feel like I’m on fire 24/7. I’m always in the middle of shit and I’m always in everybodies way, but it’s like I love everybody in my life, but yet I hate them at the same time. I wish I could change a lot of stuff that has happened to me, but if I did that, would I still be the same person? I have so many thoughts and so many questions and I don’t know how the hell to answer them. If anyone could help please email me…… PunkBaby4Lyfe@yahoo.com….. Life gets so heavy it feels like that I just want to end it all, but yet I don’t want to lose the ones I love! I’m in a place, like a deep ass hole and I can’t get out. Please somebody talk to me and tell me that I’m not the only one feeling this shit, cause my mom and dad think I’m some kind of freak and my sister thinks I’m crazy! Am I?