misunderstand the feelings inside
don’t just read between the lines
breathe psychotic the frame of mind
swallow and then scream sometimes
choking on the ashes once again
caught up in lies and addiction
following all the tracks and sores
can’t even spell out my conviction
swimming in the hope of harder days
stress killing my positive friction
crumble and give in while you sleep
washing with that hopeless fiction
make me, wonder,
loose myself again,
pull me, under,
falling further in
you watch me fade and float away
screamin prayers like cries tonight
left alone in hazy shades of heat
I can only feel this lonely fright
woke up and found myself alone with me
scared of finding a sharper edge
shaking like a child deep inside
standing alone on this narrow ledge
don’t teach me to misunderstand
I’ve grown up a child of reflection
watch me crash and burn under this
blurred and scared is my complexion
make me, wonder,
loose myself again,
pull me, under,
falling further in
inside my head it such a fuckin mess
can’t think straight with this pain
I’m dying inside, melting all away
I don’t know how to make it sane
lost my hopes and dreams again today
twisted distorted in my own prison
going blind and I’m almost def
can’t seem to make the right decision
temptation isolated in a little needle
kill my self and wipe it all away
will you be happy when I can’t feel
taking myself under, losing my way
make me, wonder,
loose myself again,
pull me, under,
falling further in
maybe I’ll see how to dig this splinter out
this thorn in my side these poisoned lies
this infatuation isn’t love, it’s lonely
choking again on all that never dies
wanton and desperate cold and quiet
just waiting for you to see what I am
tasting the blood that’s in my mouth
I’m letting go just cause I know I can
I always look for ways to find myself
so abnormal in the way that I think
breaking down for all the desperate
all I ever do is feel my self sink
make me, wonder,
loose myself again,
pull me, under,
falling further in
never thought I’d break this way, watched myself fading every day,
left behind all that I ever knew, and now, I’m giving in to you.
make me, wonder,
loose myself again,
pull me, under,
falling further in