A collaborative effort of Sacrifice Theory and MourningStar2002.
Posted with permission from the band Tears of Pain.
Mommy
You thought you could relive your life through me.
I’m just a doll to you.
I hate myself because of you.
Carve into myself because of you.
‘Cuz you decided to fuck me over and not care.
I should have died, still in your womb.
Why did you keep me?
You hate me.
My life’s a fucking hell because of you.
CHORUS
You made me ugly.
Because of you, I hurt.
You broke my heart.
Fucking tore it apart.
Then shoved my face in dirt.
You should have let me die.
END CHORUS
Keep acting like I’m not standing here, mommy.
Keep pretending I don’t exist, because I hurt you.
I was a fucking mistake anyway.
I’m not supposed to be.
Go ahead, tell me I’m worthless.
What are you?
Nothing to me.
You should have let me die.
I’d be better than this slow hell I’m put through.
CHORUS
My soul’s empty.
It’s as black as your cold heart.
Nothing I do is good enough for you.
Call me a bitch again.
What the hell are you?
Slap me again.
Does it make you feel good, mommy?
You made me ugly, mommy.
Because of you, I hurt.
Is that what you wanted, mommy?
You broke my heart.
You ripped it apart.
Then shoved my face in dirt.
You should have let me die.
You killed me, mommy.
Are you happy yet?
END SONG