I lay in the darkness
Surrounded by fear.
All that moves around me
Is tear after tear.
I know it sounds crazy
I know it’s extreme,
But nobody understands me
Nobody hears me scream
I’ve lived my life
I’ve done my time
I’ve ruined everyones life
Now its time to ruin mine.
I’m sorry to do this
I’ll try not to cry
I’m a little bit scared
But I’m ready to die.
Good-bye family
Good-bye friends
I’ll watch over you
Until the very end.
So now I take the rope,
Tie it around my neck
I’m ready to do this
Yet I’m a nervous wreck.
I tighten the rope
I close my eyes and pray
I kick the chair
Now everything has gone my way.
I stop breathing
The blood rushes to my head
I’m gone now
Now I’m finally…. dead.