My dream girl

you speak to me softly,
whilst you look on loftily,
you stare at me through empty eyes,
and deep within i see your lies,

deception is your favorite tool,
and ofcourse, i your favorite fool,
but never again shall i listen,
i care not how your body glistens,

dream girl you may be,
or reality this may be,
but i never said it’s a good thing,
but only dispair do you seem to bring,

you are that of endless dreams,
hated so much i could just scream,
all the damage you’ve done to my heart,
you laugh at my mentality ripped apart,

i hate you, yet i love you,
i wish to kill you or kiss you,
never from my mind will you leave,
thus sanity i shall never receive,