My Journal

Alot of people may have the warmth of a loved one to keep them alive, but I am afraid I am not one of those people. The only warmth I feel is hate. Hate for those who disrespect those who I respect; for those that have little or no respect for females.

They are the people that I have the most respect for, females, I don’t really know why. I guess its because they have to put up with the most shit from everyone, they are the ones who put up with the most from husbands and kids, and without them none of us would be here today. I have to say that I respect most women, but not all (I don’t respect those that don’t show respect towards me) I’m not saying that all women have to show me respect, but if they are bitchy to me, I’m going to be an ass right back at them. But if they are happy to talk/be around me, I’m more than happy to do the same (and alot more) for them.

Quote for today: “We aint nothin without the ones we love.” -J.J. Karten
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New day, new thoughts. I really don’t know what is going on with my life anymore. Teachers, parents, and pigs (authourity figures) are the ones making my choices for me. It pisses me off that I can’t even ask a girl out without my mothers consent. I can’t be out after midnight or the pigs will pick me up. But what I’m mostly pissed at is I really don’t have control of what I do, its like I’m a drone doing everything “master” tells me to do. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me anymore.

Quote for today: “Only anarchists and goths are pretty.” -me

By Mutt

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