My Mistake

My knees were trembling so much. I couldn’t stop them. I didn’t know what was happening. You kept gesturing me to go somewhere that we could be alone. I was afraid, i knew what would happen. I didn’t want to do what i knew was going to happen. I told you I wasn’t ready, but you made me feel special. Telling me that you loved me, and you wanted more than just sex, but sex is good to have.

So I said okay as we started making out. Slowly you undid my pants. Kissing down my belly, you took my pants and panties off. You started kissing my theighs and up my belly to my lips again. Soon I could feel your fingers in me. I moaned with enjoyment, but soon stopped knowing what we were doing was wrong. But I couldn’t help myself. You undid your belt and your pants. I soon felt your hands on my brests rubbing and grabbing them hardly but nicely. You started pushing my body down hinting that you wanted your cock in my mouth. I did what you pleased. I could taste your cum in my mouth and hear you moaning so quietly. I pulled away and fell backwards sitting on the floor. You sat down next to me grabbing for your pants. I thought it was over, but i was wrong. You grabbed a condom and put it on. Then you were on top of me. I could feel you thrusting in and out of me slowly at first. Then you layed down and pulled me on top of you, moving my body up and down. I felt pleasure and I could tell you were pleasured too. When I finally thought you were done when you said “Would you like to try a different position” Afraid of saying no, I agreed. I only wanted to make you happy because you made me feel wanted and needed. I couldn’t control my moans any longer and they turned to loud screams. I could feel you moving in and out of me harder and harder when finally you stopped. You then started eating me out, and put my pink thong back on me. You turned the light on and put your pants on also. You hugged me and kissed me. Saying “That was amazing, I love you so much” That’s when I thought you really loved me. I was wrong. After another episode repeating that night, you called me the next day telling me there was someone else in your life and you didn’t think we were going to work out. You took my virginity, my purity, and acted like it was nothing. You took my heart knowing it was fragile and shattered it into peices. I knew from the start what we were doing was wrong, but I guess everyone makes mistakes.

By SuicidalBlonde

I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I just want to crawl under the blanket and wish the world away