My poem: Last Breath

My emotions are turning into one big jumbleSuicide, maybe then I could rest and be humble.All it would take is one deep slice to the wrist,Everything in this world makes me so fucking pissed.If it’s not one thing it’s anotherOne more thing and I’ll say, “Fuck it, why bother?”I always thought I was a good person so why do I deserve this shit?If I killed myself I wonder whos attention I’d get.All those people who thought I was so happy or tried to push me away,It’s all your fault! You’re the reason I am where I am today.You gave me one push too many, now it’s time to say goodbyeI only wish you hadn’t pushed ’cause then I wouldn’t have to die.But it’s too late now the bloods coming,I’m seeing stars and my brains numbing.So this is my final goodbye and it’s all because of you,One final breath and now my life’s through.