I hand you the pills for you to swallow. I introduce you to my world, where we all sit and avoid reality for the fear of failing.
We’ve all failed before….in our various ways…and we never want to face it again. Never want to see that look on our parents faces…or from out teachers or the pharmacist who looks with dissaproval as we buy the supplies…birth control to help us control another of our many addictions…sex. Loosing yourself in somebody elses body for a few moments…mutual affection…something to talk about….something to do. Another method of passing the time…
So we all come here to hide and hope that nobody ever finds us…or tries to bring us out.
Its always easier to avoid soemthing than to face it…thats what i do….i avoid.
but i stay in the void…and never truely experience…thats okay though i like being in the sidelines better…
trying not to be bitter…ill stay here forever.
in my safe harbour…alone with the pills.