Tenacious damning
i remember it all too well
how it felt to let the
dribble dribble
congest me
for the first time
prophetic reddening
And it was the last
time i trusted myself to love
it saddens me to think
i shared elation with you
illusions fill all walks of life
I’ve accumulated gifts
legacies of pain
please
spare me an immaculate pardon
I’ve spent myself
every time i sucked your kiss
nefarious attraction
could you have been
any more irresistible to me
slowly my memory fades
your eyes equal a mere
spit into oblivion to me