I tried to be who you wanted me to be
But you still wont even look at me
I tell you I love you but cant you see?
This eternal silence is slowly killing me
Should I desperately try to flee?
Should I just allow this to be?
As I turn and run toward the door
I prey to see you never more
The door flies open as my thoughts drain away
Yet again another rainy, gloomy day
I stand in the rain then scream and yell
Trying to escape from tormental hell
I stop and stare up into the sky
And wonder why only angels can fly
Cant you I want to be more than friends?
But for you, once again, my life seems to bend
I scream from the emotional war inside
Want me to take you on this wild ride?
But in the end I find its all true
I was never really meant for you…