The glowing embers of my love have been stomped out.
I have sought for love, but here I lay alone, shivering.
Tears stain these porcelain cheeks, they mix with my blood to form a river of what is, what has been, and what is to be.
Make haste with death for the living masses.
My love is lost , my heart dead, my hopes washed away, my happiness destroyed, my soul drained of everything.
Unless I can find these things again , I will never love another , I will never love myself , I will never be happy.
Why am I forced to live a life of misery?
I am left with the blackness like a spreading disease eating me inside … till i have nothing but the depression and despair that breed inside of me.