Numb

I sit and I wonder what it is about me that is so incomplete… I feel empty inside yet I dont know where it comes from.. Many times I sit and cry, numb to the world and its confusion… I wonder if the hole inside me will ever be filled.. I hope for something that will never come to me..

And then there was death… I was surrounded in flesh and bones when I came to. I wonder what happened but I will never know. This endless moment makes me wonder…. How am I to survive in a world such as this. I stand still and think to myself how gruesome I must appear and a smirk finds its way to my face…Disembodiment.. Is that what has happened to the people arround me. The have all been dismembered…Hahaha… Thats what they get for making me the way I am. Did they think they would get away with the horrid things they put me through… I can see organs falling to the floor…. I think they were cut open with the knife that I see in my hand.. Its a beauitiful color you know… There is blood in so many places, I can barely distinguish how many people there are… I think… no I was wrong… The head of a man begins to roll my way, I pick it up by its hair with just enough time to see who it is… Then the skull falls to the floor… The skin still in my hand… Wait a minute… I think my Daddys dead… HE HE….

By Reapers_Angel

I sit and I wonder what it is about me that is so incomplete... I feel empty inside yet I dont know where it comes from.. Many times I sit and cry, numb to the world and its confusion... I wonder if the hole inside me will ever be filled.. I hope for something that will never come to me..