im tired of these empty feelings
im tired of these same old drugs
they dont take the pain away anymore
dont take me away from the hate in their eyes
i cant do it anymore
ive got to walk away . . .
but im not strong enough
never was
my body yearns for it
my mind needs it to feel good
to feel useful
to feel normal
just one hit to be able to sleep
just one last hit to wake up
just one little hit to get through the day
just one more hit to get through the nite
im not living anymore
just a body moving on with no soul
no control
no point in life
so, its one day clean
can she do it again can she keep it up
can she breath and really live again?