Suicidal thoughts fill the depressed teenage mind
Happy thoughts are pressed together and left behind
Parents cry and weep for your sake
Wishing your life you didn’t want to take
They don’t understand and neither do your friends
They can’t see the frayed and torn ends
Your life is unraveling before your eyes
Still covered in deception and lies
No one would understand would they even care
If the space you inhabited was suddenly one day bare
Parents send you to shrinks in hopes that you can be “cured”
They can’t help you, they’re dumbfounded their thoughts floored
So they make something up and screw your life up more
It can’t be cured with pills and medication, but lets try it, sure!
Try anything at this point, the thoughts are getting worse
Starting to think your life’s not a blessing, more like a curse
They find your drawings and writings and think your crazy
But you don’t care, life’s no more clear, now, more hazy
You can’t control anything anymore, it doesn’t matter to you
All you ask is that your life be through
You can’t do anything right and they make sure you know that too
Nothings right anymore, at least nothing that you do
They read your notes and still didn’t see your plea for help that you sent out
They find and read but still don’t understand what you’re about
You never expected them to, you don’t want to say it, but they’re not as smart as you
That’s exactly why they think its wrong, the things that you do!
Close minded people ruining everything all the time
Making you think that expressing yourself is a crime
Well you don’t care what they think, not anymore
Your never gonna be better, never gonna be a cure
Should just end it now, they won’t be too sad
They won’t miss the depressed screwed up child they had
The black and deceitful world has corrupted your once pure mind
Now leaving all the happy thoughts behind
You can’t see the goodness in things anymore
They can’t understand you, its like you’re behind your hidden door
They won’t ask and you won’t tell
Your fucked life is a living hell
End it all and get it over with now
They’ll be sad, but only for awhile…