origins..

darkness threatens to overwhelm as the abyss grows closer, deeper, fingers of fear clutch at my soul, destined to tear me from this fragile reality an which all dreams are destroyed.

amongst this chaos and confusion i cower, terrified of my own mind, understanding not how to unlock the secrets only shadows know. she masquerades as a being like all others but ice is her heart, and black is her soul. realization dawns that pleasure is nothing more than a moment. a passing illusion.we search eternally, forbidden, in vain, to find only that the darkness comes from within….