Paralizing Love

Your eyes are glazed
with hatred and anger
long ago my eyes would be frozen
wit fear and confusion
Now i jus wait
expect it

You scream horrible things
i don’t even cry anymore
u smack me
i stare with my empty eyes
into space

You kick me to the floor
i fall with a thud
you punch me repeatively
blood gushes from every angle
but i deserve every blow

I lay on the floor
too weak
to move

not scared
beacause soon it will be over
not sad
because i know u still need me
not confused
because i know you’re drunk

i love you
even when u beat me
i love you
even though im black and blue
i love you
even im too weak to move
Because i always will be parlazed by love
for you